As someone who's mental health has been quite severely affected by the pandemic, I am quite upset that there are a number of users on here who are either willing to dismiss the idea that restrictions have caused what I view as a mental health epidemic or are putting down serious mental health problems such as depression and anxiety as 'trivial', 'unimportant' or 'less severe than covid'.
The main difficulty for me has been the uncertainty combined with the inevitability of the few enjoyable things in life getting ripped away from me again at short notice for a reason I completely disagree with just to appease a population who has been terrified into compliance and consistently scare mongered by a disgracefully alarmist media.
At the beginning of this year, I felt somewhat hopeful. I felt that the vaccines were the way out of this, and that life would be back to normal by summer, with legal restrictions a chapter we could firmly put in our past. Now, I feel as if I have wasted my time getting the vaccines (yes I know they were effective, but I feel lied to), I feel as if lockdown is indeed on the cards once again (I've heard a few people saying that, after Christmas, they fully expect a return to a business closure and/or stay at home order).
I feel quite comfortable posting this on here as I think it's important for people to realise the impact these restrictions have. Towards the end of the summer/into autumn, I developed a moderate form of depression, which I partly put down to Scotland's insistence on maintaining nonsensical restrictions for the sake of political merit. Admittedly, before Omicron, I was improving, but this has absolutely reversed that. The main thing I get really worried and anxious about is that I really can't see a way out of this. If the vaccines weren't good enough, then what will be?
The answer can't be more vaccine doses, because if the vaccine alone isn't enough to prevent restrictions, the only alternative I see is a permanent societal shift to a state of medical hysteria where the government will write into law every small precaution we must take 'just in case' one death occurs. I would argue that we have experienced a gross misbalance of the prioritisation between quality of life and quantity of life over the past two years, and I feel more concerned than ever before now that the 'light at the end of the tunnel' has proven to be a red herring.