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Plenty winners roped in there Tech and as usual a cracking read there too.
That’s impressive that you only need a couple of 319s... I’ve only ever been on a few (and I don’t really know which ones due to a regrettable lack of note taking when it came to units).
It seems like things are a bit better for you than they were a few months ago.
Any plans to come to the south west this year?
Very productive couple of days. Good to see you enjoying yourself on the railways again!
I saw my last 185 in the peak and the move I worked it out on coming back on turned out to be a farce! Not seen it since! It hid from me the last three attempts or should I say possible chances to get it!
Great to hear about the trip, very sorry to hear about your problems in your personal life. I don't know what is going on in your personal life and I'm not asking to know. All I will say is you can and will get through it. I have struggled with depression and anxiety since I was 18 and I am 44 now. Lots of stuff has happened and I know life can be tough. If ever I can do anything I will. Just enjoy those flights for now.Late evening all,
I figured I'd provide two updates for you all. Completely polar opposites...
First the good bit. I recently gave up smoking after 15 years. I'd go into the how, why etc but I'm not up to that right now. So I booked a reward holiday to LA using a 747 each way!
Second the bad bit. I attended a mate's 30th tonight, and the details aren't important. Those who need to know already do via off-forum means. Long story cut short, almost 16 months on from the toughest time in my entire life, in which time I'd transformed SO much and made myself better, it's all been reversed. While only I know some of the details, and quite frankly that is how that must stay as not even my closest friends can know the deepest details, I'm in a bad place right now.
All I want to do is curl up in a ball and cry. Yes it's that grim. I thought I could deal with certain factors caused by tonight, but it turned out I can't. I'm back to a miserable state, and I don't yet know how to fix it. All my fears have come back to life, and it is going to take a long time to repair the damage.
Why am I publically discussing this? It's mainly to have a way to vent it all, but also to explain why I will probably be ultra quiet for a good while. It's going to be hard going to work tomorrow, which is a shame as I had FINALLY made peace with so many things. I had a plan to bring about permanent happiness, but it has been destroyed in a matter of no time. It's not their fault, it's just the way my brain's configured!
So bear with me all, this is going to be a tough time.
A nice little holiday, told ya to go back out on the evening of day 3 to see the city under darkness as it looks different
Sounds like a brilliant trip Tech. I love Budapest.Indeed you did, but I do believe a primary reason for not doing so was the feet. They were destroyed after so much walking, but as I've looked at it since then it just means I have a good excuse to go back some time. Get bored and somehow have nothing else to do with some time off? Over I could go!![]()
Spent the last few days reading through this latest outing (not constantly, not that slow of a reader) and what an amazing read it was. Awesome outing mate - I've been told what a great city Budapest is on so many occasions and clearly it grabbed you as well.
Your LA trip in January is certainly something to look forward to for you - and for us with regards to the trip report for it.
And as for your book, I've only ever read the one by Linwood Barclay and that was "Too Close To Home" which I remember enjoying but strangely it never made me want to go and hunt more of Barclay's work out - maybe I should!
Anyway, I've rambled enough, I hope you're keeping well and again, great read mate![]()
Tokyo before Xmas and LA afterwards. Me thinks Santa is going have to work hard to impress you this Xmas![]()
Yours offer that added extra of taking us to places many of us won't have been to as well which makes the read all the better. I find that my mind tries to create a picture of what you're describing and kind of takes me there as I read about it.
Oh Santa knows what it will take to beat my travel plans so far [cough]New Zealand[/cough] #2020hints![]()
And talking of reading, I've just finished my latest book which was The Couple Next Door by Shari Lapena. A thriller that is a lot different to most books I read but a real page turner. My next book involves a Manchester to London train and a terrorist........
Oh and on the subject of logging books I use an app called my Reading Record which I got from the Google store. Easy to use and not only can you log what you're reading or have read, you can add books you'd like to read as well. The one I've just finished was one I added to that ages ago when I saw it on a poster at the local and I've now finally read it. Handy app to have if you enjoy reading!
Glad to hear you're back on the health trail, especially with regards to cigarettes. I don't judge people who smoke but having seen what some people go through to quit, I'll always congratulate someone for doing so. Even to someone who's never smoked, I can see what a battle it can be. I'm exercising more now - getting out for a couple of runs a week which I'm loving (I'd up the ante but when doing 3 times a week I was finding my knees were giving me a lot of pain) - and also using an app to do some indoor exercises as well and any day where I have limited activities to do I will go for an afternoon stroll through town. I find getting out for a walk can be as good for the mind and the mental health as it can be for the physical improvements.
Just need to stop eating crisps and stuff now![]()